I've been so goddamn busy...
Well, I got time to post a oneshot Judgemnt and the entireReflejos: Lagrimas de un Arlequin (poem) series on my website. I also have a twitter account (gasp! the horror) just so that it's easier for people to keep up...I guess...
I should be working on Mirrored Reality and I have made some progress...but the second chapter is not finished...yet. I've also finally decided to write on Crimson Masquerade. Follow the link to read the prologue, if you so please. It's not shounen-ai (or yaoi for that matter)..anyhoo I'm going...have to get my muses to work (did I mention having a new one? Well I do, her name's Bellatrix Ennui and, unlike the others, she's ust a child)
- Location:Home
- Mood:
blah - Music:Anytime Anywhere - Sarah Brightman
hmmm...
We have a party at our own house. It can't really be called a perty but...I have near zero experience with parties. I like being around adults. They provide me with interesting info.
Moving on. Yeah, uhm, we dress nicely, my dad opens a bottle of champagne (and since last year, I'm allowed to drink it, yay me -rolls eyes-). We wait till the last minute and when it's January the 1st we drink. Then we go and say Happy New Year to the neighbours. When I was younger we'd do fireworks (the kids had the mini slightly harmless ones of course). This year I'm not sure. The adults always do a pagara. See pics below. It's incredibly loud.
It's rolled out an makes this long line. And then they use a cigarette to light it and WHAM the noise starts. It hurts the ears man.
- Location:My Precious Lair
- Mood:
and a little pissed - Music:Break - Three Days Grace
ugh, and here I was hoping to go to sleep a bit earlier.
I want to wake up earlier tomorrow so I can do more in one day. Goddamnit, vacation ends in a week and...and...I haven't finished anything. Nothing. Nada. Zilch. Nil. Betsumi. Niks.
Now that I've gone through my entire arsenal of languages...
uuuhm
Well I watched Avatar today! Man it was awesome. I wish I had one. They're cool. And tall. And pretty. I totally loved the graphics. So many pwetty colours. And it was just simple...gawd the words can't cover it.
I also watched New Moon. I didn't really have to. I mean I read the books and so...but it was okay. I hate how Bella blatantly used Jake. I know, it's sad that I notice it now. I think I noticed before, maybe my mind has finally caught up. For the rest it was fine. Loved how they ended it. -no spoiling-
There was also Armored. It was okay. No comment.
Gawd...Avatar. Yes very persistant thought. Bright colours.
- Location:home, next to a pile of...uhm stuff
- Mood: blah
- Music:complete silence from the world around me and talking from the TV
Unusually cold, snowy or rainy? That would be a blessing around here!
I mean, it's usually around the thirty degrees on this moronic island, I would love if it rained more. And hey, I'm inside all the time so it wouldn't really bother me. I love watching the rain fall, love the smell and sound. If I could I would dance in it, but it's a hassle with my hair. I'd have to put conditioner in and then the rolls blah blah (I hate blow drying so it take a day for my hair to dry). Not gonna happen.
I wouldn't get depressed or stir crazy from a long stretch of bad weather. I mean, come on, I'm already completely insane, how much worse could it possibly get?
- Location:home
- Mood:
calm - Music:It's Only the Fairy Tale- Miyamura Yuuko
Hmm...think-think...
The morning after I'm usually still sleepy. Especially this one. Well, yeah, I went to sleep at 4 in the morning...
I don't think I experience either. I mean, there's still new year to come and the way I hear my parents talking, we still have plenty to do. I think Tuesday we have dinner somewhere and right now I'm going to my grams's house so...nope no relief. And here I though vacation was supposed to be relaxing.
- Location:home
- Mood: apathetic
- Music:Color Me Blood Red - Malice Mizer
Hmmm...I haven't given presents these last few years...but I know that there are times I obsess over getting the perfect present and others I don't. In both situation I'm in constant angst. You never actually know ( in case of a surprise present) if the person is going to like it. It's easier if that someone tells you what he/she wants, but that would kill it for me. Sorta. But it would be easier...-starts debating with herself-
- Location:Home, in room
- Music:Stand My Ground - Within Temptation
- Location:home
- Music:Aerials- System of a Down
Although it makes a good story title, doesn't it?
Yeah, it's one in the freaking morning and I'm still wide awake (not so much a few seconds ago) Blame it on...I haven't the foggiest idea. I think i've spent to much time playing RoM. Well, vacation's starting, you can't stop me now. RoM is one of my newest obsessions (not really). It's one of those obsessions that will probably be permanent.
Among my other new obsessions lies this intense need to locate notebooks. I think I even developed a radar, since I randomly found two today...er...yesterday. The drawer just happened to be open, I haven't the slightest clue why, since it's closed most of the time. Kicking it (since my mind obviously wasn't working correctly again) didn't work and I went to dig into it. And lookie what missy found!
So now, at 1:03 in the morn, I'm going to scribble random ideas (or maybe just random ideas about one idea) in that notebook. Uhm...maybe I should just go to sleep and do it tomorrow when I wake up? I have the entire day anyway, at least till seven. Aargh.
- Location:My lair
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Katharine in The Trunk- The GazettE
I just finished the first chapter of my newest project: Mirrored Reality.
And what's better is that I did it in one day!!!
It's been posted on my website. I don't think it's going to be posted on fictionpress. It's shounen-ai by the way. I don't think it's going to be explicit at all...-shrugs-
But if you're interested, you may go and read.
- Location:Home, sweet home
- Mood: cheerful
- Music:Enter- Within Temptation
Well...today I woke up dreadfully early...around six...
Of course I didn't move my butt untill around eight, which was about the time I promised my mom I would be up. I have to fix my hair for tonight.
I'm not sure what I'm going to wear to the show. I mean I know I'm required to wear black and it's gonna be a dress but which goddamn dress?! It could be the one I bought friday, but as I told my parents, I don't think it fits the occasion. Hello! I'm gonna be singing the choir for Son Cubano, how the freaking hell would a corset fit in that?! I'd better use it for cosplaying one of Victoria Frances' paintings.
It's still an option though...I do kinda want to wear it...but the only heels I have are boots. My mom's stilettos don't fit me (damn her and her small feet). Those shoes are so gaddamn pretty. Of course I have zero experience with heels like that, but I can try right? Or maybe it's a bad idea 'cause I have to dance as well?
Oh kill me now. I can't dance worth shit! (despite the fact that my parents are dancers and I might be classified as 1/4 latina. Not to mention all the other ethnicities mixed in. All of them formidable dancers. Screw this)
- Location:HOME!
- Mood:
cranky - Music:Funeral March- Chopin
Today was another boring day. Or should I say, it was another day, the same as always? Pretty much.
I have a math test tomorrow, I don't want to flunk it, but I'm not so sure about my capabilities. i just redid the 3 problems to refresh my memory. Hope it helps.
I tried drawing something from my Victoria Frances agenda...well it wasn't an epic fail nor a total fail but it wasn't 100% either. I also drew this random face in physics, because I was to tired to do more than correct mistakes in my homework and I was BORED. I was also hungry and couldn't think straight for more than 5 seconds. It started out as a moon, turned into something similar to a bunny's head then into an eye and now it's two eyes a nose and a mouth. Oh and the chin. My scanner wants to screw me over so I can't scan it. Damn it all. I don't want to argue with that piece of shit right now.
- Location:home
- Mood: drained
- Music:Sleepwalker- Nightwish
Hmmm...Christmas...'cause it's the longest vacation period. Which means there's more time for me to kick off stress that accumulated during the entire f***ing school year.
So it's not really for the gifts. Can't remember the last christmas I got an actual gift anyway...Oh yeah, last christmas I got hair claw thingie...it was pretty and inspired my wierd butterfly but it also broke...
Samhain (halloween) is also a good one. Last day of the year for the wiccans. Good time to ask the spirits for some guidance.
And over here on the Island we also celebrate Saint Nicolas (Sinter Klaas). It's more for the kids ya know...it's basically Santa Clause with less of a belly more of a beard and a dress robe like a Pope's. And black (oh the chimney) subordunates who help him give out gifts. And a white horse. Also in december. Ya have to put a shoe, grass and water for the horse. Next day (the 6th) you find your gifts next to the shoe. That used to be a favorite of mine till my cousin had to tell me it was my parents who put the gifts -.- That's basically Sinter Klaas in a shell. I'm sure I forgot some details but I really am to tired right now.
- Location:home, where else?
- Mood: drained
- Music:Give Me a Chance - Black Tide
Well, I guess I am more attracted to people with similar interests. Mostly because a lot of people think I'm weird and...well, twisted. The people here on this island are generally close minded. Of course prejudice etc rule all over but...There are few people willing to understand, and the most will just use the information you freely and kindly gave them against you.
Yes, I am attracted to people with different interests but that rarely happens and it's probably because they're handsome. As for life experiences, political beliefs and religious backrounds...maybe, not really and sure, but it's rather platonic and probably because history and belief are so linked and moi loves history.
- Location:Home
- Mood: blah
- Music:Nightwish- Two For Tragedy
That is a story I've been kinda working on.
And yeah, I know I should be focusing on the others, it's just that this idea came, thanks to the video of Remedy by Seether. For those who have seen it...nah, the story won't be related in anything to the vid. I don't even know the goddamn lyrics. Actually, I was kinda absent minded while watching it and we never got passed the first few seconds. Until just...now? So I only noticed the circus at first...kinda the only thing that got through my head X3
Well, the prologue's finished. I'm contemplating on writing it for the NaNoWriMo...but I doubt I'll ever finish. Well, it's worth a try right?
-just watched the vid- I guess it really does resemble Seether's vid after all...HOLY SHIT I didn't mean for that to happen! I mean, I never actually watched i before just NOW. OMG!
- Location:Home
- Mood: chipper
- Music:88- LM.C
We're trying to make a goddamn website for a project we're making. That project is a puzzle.
Yes a puzzle. A wooden one. Kinda large.
It's a pain in the ass. Seriously. This class of mine is full of morons...they can't work together and there is no semblence of rest whatsoever. Okay enough complaining. I'm giving myself a headache. Not to mention these bunch of retards next to me.
I'm still depressed over the fact that computer crashed. I can't write shit anymore and Unexpected Events should've been updated a long, long time ago. Ages ago in fact. But I have this huge writer's block and haven't written a sentence since...well I've lost track of how many months it's been. There's probably a whole lot of people out for my head right now. Sheesh.
I really really don't want all my stories to disappear from my computer. That's like my worst nightmare.
I'm going. I hate the school's computers with a passion. Sooo slow.
- Location:Scool, computer classroom
- Mood: annoyed
- Music:Shiroki Yuutsu- The GazettE
Well it didn't actually crash...more like the harddrive is stuck. This is so goddamn sad. I'm writing on my mom's computer. Even sadder the account I have on this computer is like totally void of everything essential to me. Not everything is on my mem stick, which scares the shit outta me cuz I recently started writting a story for the Crimson Masquerade poems and that's not on the stick. Pandora's Box isn't either. Oh GOD I'm gonna die!!!
I'm literally paranoid right now. All those things could accidently be deleted in the repairing process. I can't write everything all over again. I don't remember 85% of the crap I wrote. Argh!!! why does this have to happen again?! At least the first time everything was okay...but..it's just that...eeeeeeek!
-having an especially angsty moment-
I know I have to calm down, but those are my precious stories. I can't help but panic. There's also all the music I have on there...that's 600 something something music files. I'll have a hard time redownloading and I've been through it once already...that was enough to scar me for life...
Ja ne
- Location:Home
- Mood:
nervous - Music:Doro Darake no Seishun- The GazettE
I wouldn't really be offeneded...
Okay, that's possibly a lie...
I would stand up for homosexuals. Definitely. I don't care if you're my relative. And I would definitely argue with them if it's a racist remark. I can't stand the whole racist thing and besides, we all have origins from one goddamn race so I don't see the goddamn issue.
As for gays...I lov'em. It's not like they're something new anyways, I mean, Alexander the Great was bi and Julius Caesar was also allegedly bi. King Edward II was supposedly gay...it's been around for a long while. Heck, there's even some gay love in the bible (Samuel 18 for example...check if you want.) I utterly detest when people use the bible as an argument. Don't do that unless you follow every last rule in detail. Do yourself a favor.
This is most likely how I would react.
- Location:Home
- Music:Leaden Legacy- After Forever
It's been a long time...
...Again...
I'm going on a hiatus.
Arguing with me would be the most rediculous idea. Convince yourself of that.
I'll occassionally update, 'cause I can't stop writing LMB anymore. It's been posted on FP after all...but the rest of the things still in writing will have to wait till the next summer vacation. Or when I feel enough at ease to write.
Now I'm off to doing homework and being the studious nerd.
- Location:home, where else?
- Mood: depressed
- Music:Three Days Grace- Scared
All of the Reflection Poems (better known as the Harlequin Poems) have been posted. All of them. They're on my Wordpress. They haven't been translated to english yet, since I'm so goddamn lazy. It should be very easy to translate them...spanish isn't hard at all. Well I guess for some it might be.
If you haven't guessed it yet, I have two wordpress blogs. My main reason being that it would be chaotic to post both my stories and poems in one blog. I hate searching through an entire blog so I decided that others didn't have to suffer that. So there.
I'm so happy now that it's all been posted!
- Location:Home
- Mood: content
- Music:The GazettE- Dim Scene
I'm in a relatively good mood, despite being sick. I'm not bed ridden but I my vocal chords are a bit irritated after do much coughing and the constant sniffing is also annoying.
I finally, at last, por fin, posted Les Memoires Blessees on fictionpress. Go ahead and click on it if you're a slash lover. I think the yaoi part will come a little later, after like maybe six chappies? Probably more...miau. Well up till now there're like 4 chaps. Ch. 4 is still in writing and I'm seriously contemplating on pushing some of it to ch.3. That will change the line of ch 4 a bit but whatever. Ch 4 has already gone over the 1600 words and there's still a bunch to write. -sigh-
The two first chaps have also been posted on wordpress. Likey it better there? click here. That's the prologue. Here is Chappie 2. Remember, that's on wordpress, it's an entirely different layout and everything...and you get a pic of Zero sitting on Kaname's lap. :3
- Location:Home
- Mood: chipper
- Music:Black Tide- Warriors Of Time
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